Showing posts with label London. Show all posts
Showing posts with label London. Show all posts

Friday, December 28, 2012

Oh, Paris.



"That Paris exists and anyone could choose to live anywhere else in the world will always be a mystery to me."

That pretty much sums up the thoughts that went through my mind when I rode the train back to London from our two and a half day excursion to the city of lights and the home of croissants. Sometimes, all I can think about is how I felt in Shakespeare & Company with The Picture of Dorian Gray in my hand, or how I felt standing at the top of the Eiffel Tower with blisters on my heels, or how I felt in MuseĆ© de Orsay with wonder in my heart. Suddenly I knew how other people in the world felt when they walked those streets because I felt it too, an indescribable, powerful overtaking. Amazement, fascination, longing.

Tonight I watched my first Woody Allen film and I loved it. Midnight in Paris made me giggle and it made me frown and it made me think. It was one of those movies that I know will drift into my thoughts more than a few times in the next week or so, and those are my favorite kind of films to watch. The kind that stick with you.

"That's what the present is. It's a little unsatisfying because life is unsatisfying."

What hit me and what I think I related to most in this film was how much Gil wanted to live in a different time and place. I totally feel that. I've always thought that it would be so much better if I lived in the 20's or the 40's, or any time before the Vietnam War really. Never quite satisfied with my life. I don't really know why that is or how to stop it. All I know is that I focus so much on checkpoints: "I'll be happy when I go to college," I say. Well, I'm in college. "I'll be happy once I'm used to BYU." Hey, guess what -- I'm used to it. "I'll be happy when [fill in the blank]." The big takeaway, though, and what Gil finally realized is that he would never be happy unless he learned to be present. Not like the past, present, future kind of present, I mean mentally aware and accepting of the right now. Not wishing or waiting for something to happen, but immersing oneself in the current surroundings and situation. He realized this and then he walked down the Seine with a cute girl and it rained and it was all romantic and blahdy blah. So maybe once I finally accept and immerse myself in my life -- in the right now -- I will magically run into a handsome man whose conversation is enough to make me love him in less than two hours time. It's a thought anyway.

Also, this song. Oh, Paris...

Paris.


Thursday, August 23, 2012

7.5 Weeks in Pictures

It's about time, I know.


On our first day in London together, we journeyed to St. Paul's.


We also took goofy pictures of us reading British newspapers.


On our first Sunday, I decided to walk home from church with a few people. To save time (and to see some beautiful things), we cut through Hyde Park. Despite the shortcut, it still took us about half an hour -- and I was wearing brand new heels. I spent the latter half of the walk clinging to Jared's arm for support while I wobbled along on swollen, blistering feet. Lesson learned.


Hyde Park might be my favorite place in London.


Just outside Shakespeare's house in Stratford upon Avon. A few of us spent too much time talking to a tour guide and finding out some dirty secrets about William and his family, like how Billy Sr. was involved in black market trade and Billy Jr. was basically a player. We then got in trouble for falling behind the group. Worth it.



We paid our respects to the most notable and influential playwright of all time. RIP, William Shakespeare. You are missed.


But we will pay homage to you by naming our rowboats after your characters.


I can't remember where I was when I took this photo, unfortunately. Pretty though.



Westminster Abbey was a lovely time.


See that there stone froggy that I'm holding? If I'm remembering correctly, the museum man told me that it was over 2,000 years old. Cool. But this is also the very same museum man that didn't know you had to look through the lens -- he just thought my viewfinder didn't work. British people amuse me.


We saw this poster in almost every tube station we set foot in, and the only reason we wanted to see it was because it has two of our favorite actors.


This was such a happy day! 221b Baker Street, baby. And take a gander at how good I look in that hat!


After visiting my favorite fictional detective's made-up place of residence, we took a stroll through Regent's Park. And took lots of pictures on this bench. Natalie is too cute.


I feel so artsy looking at the sun come through like that. Mm mmm.



Pongo!


Good. Just how I like.


This was in Paris. I think this girl belongs in a mini cooper, don't you? And a French one at that? Beautiful.


Midnight in Paris. (It might have only been 10pm... Might have been.)



Hands down my favorite place in all of France thus far.


If you could only see how many notes, just like this one, covered the walls of a nook inside the bookstore. One little shop has touched so many people's lives, and it continues to do so. I've left my mark, and hopefully people who visit there will see how it's changed me. Then they'll be inspired too, just as I was.



Ms. Austen is gone, but her flowers live on.


Stourhead Gardens. I'm going to have to say that I think that's a misnomer -- it should be called Stourhead Kingdom of Dreams or something. Garden connotes something small. This place was awe-inspiring.


How can I ever repay the experience that I had here?



Breaking news: I will eat fish! As long as it's deep fried, drenched in vinegar, and smothered in brown sauce. And served with chips. MMM.


Scotland. You are so lovely.


Overlooking Edinburgh.



These little gems were all over the side of the Scottish Parliament building. What a contrast to England's Houses of Parliament!




Of course I bought the hat, why wouldn't I buy the hat?



Fountain's Abbey. I could not have thought of a better way to spend my 20th birthday than to lie in that field forever.



I'm gonna go ahead and say that I'm probably just a happier person than everyone else. There is no other reason I would be making that face.



I did not get to spend enough Sundays with these people.


My dear Aunt Shirley and Uncle Graham. This blessed couple let me stay with them for 3 days, though they did much more than house me. They showed me the Welsh seaside, introduced me to my family, and told me all about the relatives that are no longer living. They accepted me immediately, though they'd only met me once before when I was nine years old. They offered me love and generosity and open hearts and minds.  I love them so much and will never forget the time that I spent with them, short as it was. Cried when I had to leave.



I spend my last morning in London sitting on a bench in Hyde Park, listening to Sigur Ros, and writing in my journal. And snapping photos of random passersby.


27 Palace Court. A weird but comforting home for a short, but blessed amount of time. Sigh.

I'm not sure I will ever be able to explain the kind of experience I had in the UK. I felt like a different person a lot of times -- my behavior was often out of the ordinary, for me, and it was startling. For a time, I didn't understand myself, and I thought I was trying to be someone else, which was intensely frustrating, as you can imagine. But I soon realized that I wasn't someone else -- I was just letting a different side dominate my actions, a side that doesn't often get the spotlight. I was more reserved and observant, which served me well in those two months. I was introspective and inquisitive. I analyzed other people's actions and motivations and learned so much about others and, more importantly, about myself. I can safely say that after spending seven and a half weeks in London, I understand myself and my emotions. At least, I understand a lot more than I did before. There are still many things that remain a mystery to me, and they probably always will. I don't know. What I do know is that I have changed and that I am (hopefully) a better person now. I am forever grateful for the time I spent there, and even more grateful that I am now back. Good things come to an end, and that's okay. In the words of Dr. Seuss, "Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened."



See? I'm smiling. :)

Monday, June 18, 2012

Say it like you mean it

Time out, hold on... I'm not in London any more. Oh. This is a really, really weird feeling. But I am so glad to be home! The last few days were wonderful, and overall, I could not have asked for a better experience. But... things like that can't last too long. I got burned out towards the end.
I might blog a bit more about my London adventures; I might not. We'll see.
While overseas, though, I kept a little list of quotes that made me laugh. Here they are, although they're never as funny written out. I just can't capture Jared's inflection.

"Teal goes with anything. It's like blue jeans." - Tiffany

"Here's the thing, you guys. You have to keep walking for it to count as a walk." - Jared

"I learned so many French words from watching Bones in French!" - PTTA

"Guys. I got more racist today." - Kristen

"I bet Keats is so interesting! His father was a boring horse-person!" - Jared

"WHY CAN'T NUTS COME." - McKenzie

"Would you move a really big rock for your religion?" - Jared

"I'm usually like a space cadet in the mornings. ...Like, spacey." - Kelsey

"You do have a short torso!"
"Well maybe you just have long legs..." - Amanda, then Jaden (to Kennedy)

"One day I will die, my friend; but the question is, can you live up to my legacy?" - Nick Mason (to his son Sam)

I wish I'd written more down. I laughed so much in the past seven weeks -- everyone is so funny. Oh, happy.


I'm going to miss this.